As I sorted through a pile of letters this morning, I found one that was addressed to my younger brother. A huge grin appeared on my face when I noticed it was from Vienna; I figured that this was a letter from a girl that my brother met in elementary school. It was not the first time that they have written to each other. They are, after all, pen pals - although they exchanged letters infrequently. As I held the letter in my hand and examined the neat handwriting on the envelope, I couldn't help noticing that the envelope was unusually thin.
I placed the letter aside and went about doing my business. When my brother came home from work, I teased that he had a letter from a girl-friend. My brother opened the letter, read it, and then he said something that stopped me from writing my term paper in mid-sentence.
I did not think it was true, so I asked him for the letter. He handed it over to me, still with a look of shock on his face.
I read the letter and I went silent. What my brother said was true:
She. was. dead.
It was a letter from her mother. As I read the letter, I could not control the emotions raging within me. My eyes quickly brimmed with tears and I turned away from my brother. I held the letter tightly in my hands and I just kept reading and re-reading the letter. I didn't want to face my 16-year old brother. I didn't want to say anything, because I was afraid my voice would betray me. I fought back tears; I didn't want my brother to see me crying.
When I finally spoke, my voice was shaky. I was also obviously not strong enough, because I burst into tears. I cried. And I cried openly.
My older sister walked in then and my brother informed her of the news. She harmlessly commented, "Why are you crying? You don't even know her!"
It is true. She was my brother's classmate. And yet, I have always felt that I knew her because my brother had always shared with me the letters that she had written. As young as she was, I have always admired her letters because they were beautiful - each written with genuine feelings.
I ...I am just sad that the world will never get the chance to meet this very special person, whose writings touched even the lives of people she didn't even know...